Speak up, your Silence is killing me

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I'm jessica, I'm in hs in Arizona. I'm smart, but I make a lot of mistakes. Honestly, I'm a complete mess most of the time. I write whatever comes to mind, and it doesnt always make sense. I cIange my mind a lot. I live in the present. I over-analyze the shit out of things at times, I don't like it. I get anxious, and over-excited. I have strong emotions. I care about people, in general, a lot. I believe no one is all bad, and I like to figure out what motivates people to do things. I let things bother me that shouldn't. I have a racing my mind, and I worry about things that don't matter. I know I can be annoying. I talk too much, and too fast. I'm afraid of losing people, but I know nothings forever. I believe in God, but i'm not going to try to force you to. I speak my mind. I'm not always nice, and i get annoyed easily. It's not easy for me to trust people, and i rarely open up really. I laugh a lot.. probably too much. I try not to take things too seriously. I do what i want, and i'm just tryna have fun. tell me what you think.
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it’s crazy how much things can change.

how your mind can go so many different ways.

it’s weird how you can let yourself go down the same path, over and over

tell yourself it’s different every time,

but in the end it never is.

The same same old hurt comes piling back as if nothing has even changed.

You finally get yourself into a place where you’re okay,

and you go and make the same mistakes.

trust the wrong people,

hurt yourself once again.

It’s not fair,

Ha but nothing in life is.

It’s a circle of hurt it seems..

but we can all get past it right?

find a reason to be happy.

it’s just hard to get the hurt to vanish

it lingers in the back of your mind,

threatening your happiness,

daring you to be miserable once again.

It sounds so easy to just get past it and let it all be fine.

But it’s not..

nothing in life is easy, sadly.

But it will al be alright at some point.

That’s the reason to keep on going,

the promise of happiness some day.

But I can’t help wondering..

what if it doesn’t come?

Who knows, all you can do is

Just move forward, no looking back.

April 18th

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