it’s crazy how much things can change.
how your mind can go so many different ways.
it’s weird how you can let yourself go down the same path, over and over
tell yourself it’s different every time,
but in the end it never is.
The same same old hurt comes piling back as if nothing has even changed.
You finally get yourself into a place where you’re okay,
and you go and make the same mistakes.
trust the wrong people,
hurt yourself once again.
It’s not fair,
Ha but nothing in life is.
It’s a circle of hurt it seems..
but we can all get past it right?
find a reason to be happy.
it’s just hard to get the hurt to vanish
it lingers in the back of your mind,
threatening your happiness,
daring you to be miserable once again.
It sounds so easy to just get past it and let it all be fine.
But it’s not..
nothing in life is easy, sadly.
But it will al be alright at some point.
That’s the reason to keep on going,
the promise of happiness some day.
But I can’t help wondering..
what if it doesn’t come?
Who knows, all you can do is
Just move forward, no looking back.